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Name: August
State: Confusion
Birthday: 4/12/1982


Interests: guitar, drums, bands, music, guitars, picking on my sister, guitars, landscaping, trucks, music in trucks
Expertise: acting like an idiot and having fun doing it
Occupation: Military
Industry: Engineering


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Member Since: 12/28/2003

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

i hate myself, i cant understand why i do the things i do. I know what i want, but i just cant have it, not right now. she doenst know, i dont know. whatever. im tired of doing this to myself. i need to find something to believe in, because everything up to this point has either been false, or on a temporary situatuion. i know that i have to figure this out on my own, but why do i have to do it by myself. i wish i had my best friend back, but they dont even know who they are. i wish i could talk to my best friend. i'm not sure they even care anymore. i have so much to deal with right now. ANYONE who ever says that you can talk to them about anything at anytime is lying, they just want to make you feel better.


Tuesday, November 15, 2005

forgive me for all of this, i was extreeeeemly bored.


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100 things
1. Full Name: August Gerhart William Sievering III
2. Nicknames: the man

3. Birthday: 12 April, 1982
4. Place of Birth: Warrensburg, MO
5. Zodiac Sign: Aries
6. Male or Female: male

7. Grade: umm, been outta school for awhile
8. School: um, right now, 63B transition for the national guard
9. Occupation: Clerk, soldier
10. Screen Name: blacking out in the center lane

__Your Appearance__

12. Hair Color: Brownish
13. Hair Length: think military
14. Eye color: ice blue
15. Weight: 160-65
16. Height: 6'1"
17. Braces?: Not anymore
18. Glasses?: only for the sun
19. Piercings: nope
20. Tattoos: four, and savin for a couple
21. Righty or Lefty: righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: eric, way back in the day
23. First Awards: i cant remember
25. First pet: Momma scratch, a kitty kitty
26. First Real Vacation: Walt Disney world
27. First Concert: umm, Alabama
28. First Love: i dont really want to tell you, but it was not pretty
29: First Time: i dont really want to tell you, but it was not pretty


___ Favorites___

30. Tv Show: family guy
31. Color: blue
32. Rapper: pastor troy or dmx
33. Band: umm, couldnt tell ya, prolly Brand New
34. Song Right Now: Bat Country
35. Friend: Pat
36. Candy: skittles, or rolos

37. Sport to Play: basketball
38. Restaurant: b-dubs and carlos o'kelleys
39. Favorite brand to wear: dickies
40. Store: the liquor cabinet
41. School Subject: history
42. Animal: dogs
43. Book: At Swords Points
44. Magazine: playboy
45. Shoes: my flame chucks

___Currently___

46. Feelings: drunk
47. Single or Taken? depends on who you talk to
49. Eating: beef jerkey
50. Drinking: busch light
51. Typing: nope
52. Online?: not ever
53. Listening To: jimmy eat world
54. Thinking About: how i'm gonna survive this
55. Wanting To: go home

56. Watching: my screeb
57. Wearing: bullhead jeans and army sweatshirt


___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: not IF but when its born
59. Want to be Married?: Some day.
60. Careers in Mind: military
61. Where do you want to live: in a house
62. Car: my goal in life is to own a corvette, but untill then, its ford trucks

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair color: brunette
64. Hair length: Whatever fits the person.
65. Eye color: green, or brown
66. Measurements: a little curvy
67. Cute or Sexy: i like cute

69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs all the way around
70. Short or Tall: short
71. Easygoing or serious: A bit of both.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both would be awesome.
73. Fatty or Skinny: in the middle
74. Sensitive or Loud: Are those even realted…?
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship.
76. Sweet or Caring: caring
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble, all the way

___Have you ever_____
_
78. Kissed a Stranger: yeah, funny story about that
79. Had Alcohol: Yes.
80. Smoked: pack a day

81. Ran Away From Home: Not officially
82. Broken a bone: Yup.
83. gotten X-rays: Yup.
84. Been with someone: yeah
85. Broken Someones Heart: yeah, it was the worst experience of my life, untill i did it again 
86. Broke Up With Someone: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Uhm, of course.
88. Cried At School: Yes.

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: Yup.
90. Miracles: At times yes.
91. Love At First sight: not anymore
92. Ghosts:I don’t know.
93. Aliens: I don’t think so..
94. Soul Mates: Kind of.
95. Heaven: definately
96. Hell: definately
97. Angels: definately
98. Kissing on The First Date: no, but it sure happens
99. Horoscopes: not really

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? umm, thats a long story and i dont really wana talk about it


pick 20 friends, blah blah blah, yada yada yada, you get the idea.

1. Alex
2. Pat
3. Nicki
4. Brother John
5. John

6. Rachel
7. Shana
8. mandy
9. crystal
10. justin
11. skirmont
12. steve
13. angie
14. ceara
15. larissa
16. sparky
17. corrie
18. cordy
19. kenny

20. deryck
How did you meet 13?
at my gas station, and then a party

What would you do if you never met 5?                                                                         

work would have been really different
Have you ever REALLY liked 3?
umm, you could say that

What do you honestly think of 10?
great guy, little misguided

Would or did 19 and 8 go out?
umm, they WERE "supposed" to get married

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know?
That life is too short and you need to take care of your friends, and as much as you dont want to, you have to care about some things

Would 2 and 18 make a good couple?
only in arkansas

Describe 7 in 3 words:
cannot do that

Do you think 12 is hot?
well, he is kinda cute

Would 14 and 17 ever go out?
only if they both turn lesbian

What do you think when you see 16?
jager shots on bar night

Tell me something funny about 11.
 country driving

Do you know any of 6's family members?
 umm, yeah, shes my sister

What's 20's favorite color?
 a darker shade of blue?

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 19?
hes a sexy biotch

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
umm, give him a hug and tell him i love him too

Who is 9 going out with?
funny story about that


Does 2 have any siblings?
a sister, kimmy

Would you ever date 7?
too late for that

Is 15 single?
as far as i know

What is 10's fantasy?
i cant really tell you that.....here

Where does 13 live?
umm, shes tryin to move out

Would you make out with 9?
maybe, shes too skinny, though

How did you meet 15?
at the gas station

When was the last time you talked to 20?
jammers on tuesday

What is 3's favorite band/artist?
bright eyes

Does 6 have any pets?
not at the moment, but not cuz she doesnt want them

Does 11 have children?
uh, no!

Is 5 a virgin?

definately not

Have you ever had a crush on 1?
alex and i are gonna move to tennesee so we can get married

What is number 2's middle name?
colin

Where is 18 right now?
probably headed to jammers

Currently Listening: Futures


yeah, so i'm in des moines at school. (for the national guard, only a week) and it sucks, its freakin snowing. i hate winter. its too cold. yeah, and i dont have a passenger window in my truck, so its gonna be cold and wet when i drive home friday night. poop.



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